I kind of really hate this overwhelming feeling I get about certain people. Like, if I find out something I don’t like, I do everything in my power to stop it or get answers. And it’s really fucking bothering me. I really shouldn’t care, and the reality is that I don’t, it’s just something takes over and I’m on a fucking mission from God.

I also don’t like when I start to like someone and then I over think everything and plan out all this stuff to do with them, then realize they probably don’t even like me like that. Oh well, foreveralone.